| dear connie, so i was out tonight, that same table when you were celebrating your friends birthday. i bumped into you in the bar when i was wandering pointlessly. i was so happy that we met, so happy that i jumped up to you gave you the biggest cuddle i possibly could. in seemed to me that you have forgotten your friend, it was like a world with just you and me. i didnt know how much you have been drinking but anyway i got a few shots, jagerbomb, 151, thought you should have no problem finishing them. you had them then we went to the dance floor. all i wanted to do will put you in my arms, perhaps to kiss you on your forehead wanted you to know how much i love and care about you, just like what i did when we first got together. that moment, with you in my arms, i felt like i was the luckiest man on earth, like we were adam and eve. i want to move on... i really do... i dont know how much longer will you stay be in my mind... it has been two months now since you have left, however my heart is still shut without wanting to let anyone in but you. if by any chance you can hear me say once again, which you have already heard for a million billion trillion times, i am still loving you... whatever happens in the future, you will always be in this place where it is the deepest space in my heart... you will always be my lucky star, because i know you will always be up there now to look after and protect me. i can just feel that you are around me all the time, constantly scolding me for being too nice to anyone, you never wanted to let anyone to take advantage of me :) thank you and i know i am not alone, you are always here with me in my heart. see you really soon when i eventually turn eternity :) xxx always
rocky |
